Thoughts

So summer's kind of a thinking time, I guess...

I've been watching more of the videos I used to watch... If you don't know what those are meh you'll figure it out. Just some stuff I had to get down here...

Wow I totally knew what I was going to write about but I forgot...

Well first of all... I made a sorta display of pages from Entertainment Weekly from the issue where there was a bunch of Twilight stuff... It was from back when I absolutely loveloveloved Twilight. I... don't like it now. I mean like when I feel like I need to hear about some romance, hey, maybe I'll pick up my taped-up old copy just for laughs. But whatever. :/ Twilight reminds me of the times in 7th grade when I believed the kinds of things that could happen in the book would. I had a boyfriend at the time, who I considered much 'higher-up' than I was, so I guess I kinda believed in the 'totally hot guy falls for okay girl' thing, but at the same time I also believed in the 'together forever omg <3'>:(
Meh it's k I'm over it. As evident by the fact that I RIPPED ALL THE TWILIGHT STUFF OFF OF MAH WALLS. My wall space is too valuable. I gotta plaster it with band pictures and stuff now :]

Anyhoo. So I've been watching those videos and... It's weird cause they make me think of myself at the beginning of the year, when I would think back to 8th grade and the guys I liked then and be like whoaa wtf. And now... I just don't know any more. Do I keep pursuind CS? Nobody else's spiked my interest, so I guess so. I think if even the slightest thing were to happen between us, my sort of passion would come back strong again.

And they reminded me how I hatehateHATE stereotypes. For instance, I should either be incredibly outgoing or a bookworm, fantasize about Edward Cullen and Orlando Bloom, listen to hip-hop and rap, and chew ten packs of gum a day. But that's not me at all. I guess I'm kinda outgoing, but not in the typical way. And to heck with Orlando Bloom - I went through all of 'Disturbia' without once drooling over Shia cause Aaron Yoo was soo much hotter. Yay for obscure people I whouldn't liek but do? -jazz hands?- Rap needs to die, techno and jrock are ten million times better. And I have braces, of course I don't chew gum. Really. Yeah for defying the norm. Which I guess is like gravity. It holds you down. Defying Gravity! Yeah Wicked reference :D Boo yeah. Blonde hair blue eyes ftl. People - don't give up on anthing because of who you are or because stereotypes are against you. Be your own person. Who are 'they' to control your life?

Defy Gravity

-Izzy